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29 september Unexpected call from xin jiejie When I was walking back from Dudley house, passing my favorite yard in front of the law school library, I got her call. I did not realize how long we talked because I seemed to loose the sense of time these days. But after that, I feel a bit released. The power of my sisters suddenly embraces me through Xin's call. The moonlight shadow accompanies me all the way bakc to my dorm and I am sure I will be better.
Am I right? Who is wrong? Am I responsible for it? I kept judging myself and worring about being judged by imaginary "others".
At least I have you at my side. I know you are here. Magically, every special moment I would get the "call", iin various ways, from you. That guards me all the way until today.
I am still writing in stream of consciousness. But I will definitely be better.
Thank you xiaoxin, Sara, ming, yuan, the friend with Japanese name, and all my sisters at the other side of the Pacific. I have changed my background, and my mood.
Keep writing! 28 september First month in Harvard One of my good friends tells me that my written English needs a lot of work. There is mistake in every sentence in the email I wrote to him. So maybe, I will try to write my blog in English. It will be boring and meaningless, just for practice. I guess I won't begin to write something until I stay by computer long enough. Although I hate the computer, I can not manage my work without it. There is a saying that when a person is asked to write anything coming up in his mind, after twenty sentences, he will show his sub-consciousness. I changed the background of my space to black because my mood is really blue these days. I only tell the reason to two sister-friends and only one of them might have chance to read this now. At a time when all my friends and families are sleeping at the other side of the Pacific, I feel so lonely. |
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